You Shall Not See My Glowersome Face

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I walk, you drive. I push my bike beside me. He’s loaded with forty, fifty pounds in bags. His one wheel is low on air, his balance is off, the steep gravel hillside slides beneath.

It is ninety-four degrees in the sky.

I grin as your speeding engine takes you past. A glare is a private indulgence. I sweat and cringe, but straighten my back: there is nothing to pity here. You shall not see my glowersome look, not in the sun nor freezing rain.

This tired and bulky steed is my savior every day. He has borne me over marshes, over bridges, past the jaws of wild dogs. It is an honor to carry him up the hill.

Fifty pounds are a wise man’s treasure. My art, my work, my life-blood in bags. Every ounce hand selected, anything extra given away. I would not surrender this burden. It is no burden at all.

The low-air tire holds just fine. It hasn’t gone flat, and won’t before sunset. Any other tire and I might be stranded.

The steep gravel is not just a road. It leads to others and still others, till some lonely lane where I’ll reach the doorstep of the gods.

I chose this road, and it is the smoothest most well-kept street on the planet.

Another car appears. I lift my head. The sun on my brow. I look at the driver, see her eyes, grin like a wolf, nod like a king.

She wishes for one moment that she were me.

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About Drew Jacob

Rogue Priest, philosopher, and writer. I follow the Heroic Life: the idea that the highest goal is to live gloriously, to distinguish yourself through your deeds, to leave a lasting and worthy impression on the world. I'm walking 8,000 miles to try it out. View all posts by Drew Jacob

7 Responses to “You Shall Not See My Glowersome Face”

  • Jason Williams

    Never doubt that there are those of us who wish we had the brave audacity to just jump headlong into the adventure the way you have. Thank you for sharing it with us.

  • susanTblake

    Poetry.

    So I take it a portable tire pump isn’t included in your 50 pounds…

  • Randy

    I’m with you–all the way—but I puzzle: Why so fast? Why the stressful schedule—are you enjoying the path? Why not saunter like a Sadhu.

    • Drew Jacob

      Randy, this is one of the best questions ever. It deserves an entire post of its own, but here is the short answer.

      First off, scenes like the one above don’t come from an aggressive schedule. If a hill is steep enough long enough, I’ll have to get off and push the bike – period. That’s true whether I bike nine miles a day or ninety.

      But, I understand your question. I have been pushing it, and doing long days.

      I think that, for now, this is the way I like to travel. I enjoy hours on the road with only the wind for company. I also dislike the scramble that comes with arriving in a new town and not knowing where to stay. It could mean hours of work before I find out where I’ll stay and (if camping) get my nest set up.

      So, instead of short jaunts here and there, I like to spend a few days in one place and then cover a bunch of miles all at once.

    • Drew Jacob

      To better answer you, I wrote a whole post on this. It’s here.

      You can also find the original reasoning for the long biking days <a href="http://roguepriest.net/2012/09/06/push-days/&quot;here.

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